Saturday, February 2, 2013

Why

      Since I have some followers now I thought I'd do a post why I started this blog. (By the way, thanks for following me!)

      The name of my blog is Secrets of a Teenage Girl. Of course it's because I'm a teenage girl and have secrets. Now, I'm using a pen name and am anonymous but everything I write on here is and will be the truth and not made up. I feel that if I keep my real identity unknown then I can honestly tell my secrets and not have to worry about ruining my reputation. Ha, I've already done a pretty good job of ruining it myself. Well, not everyone knows what I've done but I still feel it's ruined anyway. If everybody knew me and all about me I wouldn't have any friends and my family would wish I'd never been born. I wish I hadn't of been. I've been messing up my life since I was little and now it's a total wreck. I've been living two lives. I'm ruined. There's no hope for me anymore. God's walked away from me and I don't blame him. How could he love someone who turns their back on him and sins against him all the time? He can't. I've accepted that. I hardly have any friends because I'm afraid if I get too close to anybody that they'll find out about what I've done. My parents would have an heart attack if they knew. But I need to tell someone. Give a final cry for help why I still have the chance. Before it's too late.

     So that's why I started this blog.......

6 comments:

  1. Never say God has turned from you, Sophia. Trust me, He is there to listen. Don't think that He isn't. Our mistakes are forgivable so long as we learn from them, in turn realizing that we won't make the same ones again. Please remember that.

    I don't know anything about what troubles you may be having but just from personal experience in having a close relationship with my parents, if you are having serious troubles, you perhaps should speak with your parents. I don't mean to offend you but sometimes what seem the hardest thing is actually the best. :)

    Hope you have a happy-faced kind of day. Happy weekend! :)

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  2. Oh Sophia God loves you no matter what!! He loves everyone and forgives you if you ask for His forgivness!
    ---1 John 1:9 "If we confess our sins, He is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness."

    ---Psalm 34:17-20 "When the righteous cry for help, the Lord hears and delivers them out of all their troubles. The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit. Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all. He keeps all his bones; not one of them is broken."

    Those are my favorite!
    I hope I can help you through your troubled times. Please just pray and God WILL listen! He might not answer right away, but He does when you least expect it.

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  3. Listen, You are not right, I don't think You've done something really bed because you seem very nice, and it's really good that you admit that you did wrong. I just try to say everything just started in your life. you are a teen ( like me ) So you are supposed to be feeling that way. but It's good if you want to change. Everyone deserves the second chance. I am going to follow your blog because you seem really interesting So please check out mine: Katannie.blogspot.com

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  4. I just found your blog while look at an aquaintance's blog. I know that you are free to choose what you believe, it's not my business, and it's YOUR life, however, I *will* say this. Please don't think God has abandoned you simply because of your past and your sins. The very reason Jesus came to die, was to pay the price for our sins! He loves us beyond what we could ever imagine....even when we mess up and flunk it. None of us are worthy of His grace and love. But that's why it's called *grace*. And that is why He is merciful. He will never abandon Him if you truly desire to walk in the way He has set for you!

    -Leah Kathryn
    www.apassionatafortheking.blogspot.com

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  5. oh, darling! don't ever say that God turned his back to you! he never does that, no matter how bad we act he loves us anyway and the good thing is, if you really are sorry for everything bad, that you did if you really are sorry it makes a really big sence, what you should do is to accept your past and keep going on not making same mistakes, and i really think that if you tell it to someone (maybe parents) and if you tell that you're sorry and all... I'm sure they'll forgive you.the worst is that people have courage to make bad things but they nearly never have courage to say aloud of what they've done...

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  6. I feel so bad for you because it was not long ago that had similar feelings. I thought God showed Himself to other people, but never to me. As a result, I convinced myself that I could deal with Him later in my life. So I began to think of my own ways to deal with my pain. That was the biggest mistake of my life. It didn't work, only hurt me more. I failed to realize that He was with me all the time and He was showing Himself to me. I just wasn't look foring Him. In fact, I was trying convince myself that that I didn't need Him. But when I almost dead spirtually, He was watching out for me, and He saved me. I know it feels like God isn't with us, but He is!

    My pastor told a story about two men walking together on the busy streets of New York City. One man stopped and said he heard a cricket. Even though it the city was full of noises, he still heard it. How? Because he was listening for it. Just like the guy, we need to listen for God and He will answer.

    I know you don't even know me and I don't know you, but I feel bad for you because I know how it feels. I can promise you that all you need to do is ask God for forgivness and repent, and He will save you! You may not feel anything at first, but I promise you He will show Himself to you. I have no doubt because He showed himself to me.

    In Christ,
    Sarah

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Thanks!
-Sophia

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